The first cold morning this year...
I have felt so nostalgic lately… its something in the seasons that marks the passing of time. My senses sometimes feel neglected and misused, but never in the fall… there is too much to ignore. My room here at home has a lingering smell that I couldn’t put my finger on until today… it smells of my room at Drew, most specifically my room in Brown… I love the smell and hope that it never goes away. Today was the first really cold morning we have had in Dallas and it was glorious, I always love the smell of cold mornings… that is until they get frigid cold up north and then its simply impossible to get out of bed. Speaking of which I am lying in bed listening to the postal service being nostalgic and am going to go back to reading my book soon.
Over all things are good here, I am trying not to pressure myself too much to get everything just right all at once like I have in the past because it doesn’t work! I actually emailed dean lawler today about my options regarding going back to drew in the spring or the fall depending on how I feel and am awaiting a response. I still have a bunch of junk to sort through with my dad, but really I am trying to communicate as little as possible with him right now because its not worth loosing my mind over.