nothing is how it seems...
This has been going on for far too long, every morning I wake up and just want to go home: I contemplate dropping my lease, quitting my job, leaving class and just going home...
Instead I get myself through the day and try to be in a better mood, but the littlest things get under my skin...
Whats worse is that I am so lonly, not because jim doesn't make every effort to be wonderful, but because maybe I don't want that kind of attention as much as I need non-sexual attention...
I just feel so conflicted and want to go home so much sometimes....